Of course I am. But I haven't--been as supportive as I should have. [It is, in part. It's really about the whole situation leading up to it; in hindsight, she'd been rather willingly blind about it, shirking off the manifesto as something he did to fill time (she thought she'd heard it all before, after all), or ignoring the fact that he was getting visibly more tense, even before Justice's grand turning point.] It's not just that, but yes. You might call it a rude awakening. Though I might opt more for the point being a maul crashing into my face. Either way, the point's rather blunt.