I may not be a Grey Warden, but I am an apostate, and I still know how to relax.
[...That admission from Anders breaks his heart. Growing up, he had wondered from time to time what his life would have been like if he had been born without magic. As an adult he had wondered less, but it was still a thought that crossed his mind on occasion. But if this was where such a life would have lead him, insensitive to the plight of mages, unsympathetic towards his own sister, and outright cruel to the man he had come to love over all others...then he wanted nothing to do with such a life.]
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[...That admission from Anders breaks his heart. Growing up, he had wondered from time to time what his life would have been like if he had been born without magic. As an adult he had wondered less, but it was still a thought that crossed his mind on occasion. But if this was where such a life would have lead him, insensitive to the plight of mages, unsympathetic towards his own sister, and outright cruel to the man he had come to love over all others...then he wanted nothing to do with such a life.]
[He's grown out of practice hiding his feelings from Anders over the years. In front of others, bringing out the blasé, sarcastic Hawke is second nature. With Anders, his feelings are pretty much an open book.
Although whether or not Anders can read that book is another question entirely.]I have always sought to understand.